YOSH!!! another chapter….why I felt hurt as I writing this story…it so sad…lol..I already thought about the ending…
So many sadness…coming soon…LOL…spoiler mode activated…
Anyway…just..what pair did u think??…yeah..yeah..it’s always the same…my thought is same as yours…LOL..whatever pairing…
It’s a tragic love story…haha…o might not..haha…ignore it..
HOPE U ENJOY IT!!!
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Chapter 3
“What’s that??” Hyomin that just finish her work take a look at the things that Jiyeon work out quietly.
“Ah..this..” Jiyeon point out at her drawing.
“hmm…..just something that I learn from my friend..” Jiyeon reluctantly answer as she also doesn’t know why that drawing comes into her mind at this time n why she draw it in the first place.
“OWH..a FRIEND??” Hyomin felt it rare for Jiyeon to draw like that as Jiyeon always draw whatever she love n think that gonna end up as a cute drawing.
“Yeah..” Jiyeon nod while avoiding hyomin gaze on her.
“WHO??” Hyomin kept her eyes on Jiyeon seek for a proper answer.
“LOL..Areum…” Jiyeon laughing awkwardly and say her roommate name. There is no reason to hide it in the first place.
“That’s…hmm..interesting…” Hyomin nod and grin by herself. She can sense that Areum must be special to Jiyeon in many way.
“It is..” Jiyeon agree without denying anything. She also find that drawing very meaningful.
“Let’s go…” Hyomin lead the way to the exit.
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*Note:- the picture that Jiyeon draw is quite same with what her ‘friend’ show her long time ago…it’s means the emotion that she currently felt at that time…but mix with another emotion at once.
That friend..the one that draw it…u know who.. [watch princess t-ara]
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~At a hostel~
-message tone-
There is a person that busy doing her homework BUT a message that she just got make her staring blankly at nothing n stop everything that she currently done. Areum look intently at her phone n smile bitterly.
“Ah..this..”
Hmm…I guess she really felt troubled because of them… Areum sigh at the thought of it. She’s worried a lot because of that one reason n one person.
Areum POV
She’s sad…
I..I do not know what should I do..
I guess..I’m not good enough…
Why..huh…
Yeah…both of them are important…
That one person is the most important for her..
BUT…who am I then…
Where am I??
Hmm..in her heart…
I wonder…
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Areum stop doing her work n start doing something else. She really need to make her heart felt more calm n not heavy with all the unnecessary thought that disturbing her minds.
I need to move on for her…maybe…move on… Areum nod weakly accepting what she thought as she’s already losing hope for quite a time now. She start typing something n send it.
Something bothering ur mind again??Did u want to share it with me?? I’m waiting…
~message sent~
Today..she doesn’t have class right?? Hmmm…where did she go.. Areum questioning herself while she walk aimlessly around her hostel.
Ah…I guess I should buy something for her.. Areum run towards the small groceries shop that quite near from her hostel.
What..hmm..anything except chocolate should be fine…Areum thought inside her mind n look around while humming her favorite song BUT lot of thought kept playing inside her mind.
I’ll be fine..yeah..as long as she’s happy.. Areum put her hand on her chest trying to reassure herself.
Listening to my own heartbeat..hmm…when u hurt n in pain..when u’re happy n excited…I know exactly how I feel..BUT…I can’t do anything…I really hopeless…
I’m nothing…nothing for u… Areum shook her head a few times as she trying to forget the pain that she felt again.
*sigh*
Areum let out a long sigh n grab something that she felt gonna make Jiyeon happy even a little. A little gift that might help Jiyeon forget about her trouble even for a few second.
This n this might be..fine…hopefully… Areum take it to the counter n pay for it.
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Later..
-At night-
-At the radio station-
Eunjung just arrived to prepare for her turn as midnight dj. She alone at her own office n currently going through all the comment n letter to read n reply later on.
A mail with a same nickname as the person that catch her attention last night make her eyes teary n her heart in pain again.
I’m sorry..it’s about last night comment that I sent without further thought BUT I’m glad u understand it.
Actually, I’m nothing in her heart in the first place. There is no space for me at all. I’m just a bystander that waiting for her. I’ll be with her when she need me. I know I can take a step forward In our ‘unknown’ relationship every second we’re together because she live with me BUT that’s why it hurt a lot as I know she have someone else in her heart.
She’s crying a lot because of her and my heart in pain as I’m watching it. I’m not initiating anything to make it better for myself. Is it my fault?? Is it my fault to let her be like that all the time.
What I said before..it’s true..yeah…true..I regret it a lot when she’s not by my side when she’s actually there.
Hmm..how..huh..thanks again for listening to my thought.
By : A beautiful love
Me..me too.. Eunjung cup her face n let the tears flowing down. She doesn’t want to hold it anymore.
But for me..I regret that I’m not there when she’s there.. Eunjung took her phone n read back the chatting history between her love one.
The memories from the past kept playing in her mind the more she think about that one girl.
I love u…but…why it end up like this… Eunjung mumble by herself while the tears kept running out non-stop from her pair of redden eyes.
To be continue…
~My 0Wn W0rLD~ 